Straight from the Heart !

 Whom should I tell that today I am not feeling good? Can you talk to me for a moment? Can you just be with me today? But when I look around I found people but my right on anyone whom I can text and tell everything that I am feeling today without thinking even twice and not caring of what that person may think about me, not having fear of letting that person know about my weakness. But none is so close and before whom I can pour my heart out. Today I broke again because few things in the past make you vulnerable and make you feel that you cannot get yourself out of the storm alone. You want the same kind of person as you are who truly understands you and just the way you want, takes you out of that storm, and in return gives you a lot of happiness. This is a good imagination, like a utopian world, full of positivity but when we see outside our illusion there is one harsh reality that everyone in life is not so fortunate enough to have that person in their life and few people have to do this on their own. We need to understand that every time people will not going to come and take you out of the storm. Most of the time you have to do this on your own because no one knows you better than yourself. The things that had happened in the past should not make you feel so weak and lonely now. Instead, we should think about the lesson we learned by thinking about the strength that we put to come out of the past. We should feel proud of the way we are today even after so many ups and downs and so many people letting us down through their hatred feelings, actions, jealousy, reactions, etc etc. So, congratulate yourself for such a bigger achievement that you did all by yourself and you would surely feel much better the way you are today.